Universal Love Checker

The shutters have gone down.

As soon as you did not hear what you wanted to hear.

If you want to hold me oh so dear.

Why would you see me in such a limited way?

The truth of my words are still ringing in your ears

Or burning in your heart.

Did you react?

Am I returned to the compartment you have allocated me.

That you have now closed, yet again.

Why do you try and get me to join your endless loop of surface nothing.

I am a rich earth, a strong mother, a nourishing well.

Are you brave enough to be honest to you & me?

Or are you happy to put me in said compartment, opening it now and again

Asking me the same question again and again.

Receiving the same answer from me.

You are playing your part to perfection.

You should take a bow.

You are like a universal love checking station.

Does she love herself enough?

Does she honour herself?

Does she believe in herself enough?

Does she see her true worth?

Can I tempt her with my charm and wit?

My physicality.

I have expressed my pain to you over this endless loop world you reside in.

Asked you to leave me alone, and return only when you are ready to see me in my full light & recognise the amazing person that I am.

Then instead of being trapped in a loop we will instead be infinity. An endless and never ending love.

I hope you can see what your heart is showing you, hear what is says, feel how it feels. Only then will you be free. If you follow the feelings of your heart.

I will never give up on you, but that does not mean I will put up with any words or behaviour that is not love.

You have taught me the biggest lesson, that I will never accept anything less than the love that I deserve. No matter how tempting the ripe apple is before me. On the surface it looks and tastes amazing.

However it is a false veil, if I accepted what you are offering me now I would be like a drug user trying to find that first high, being disappointed every time. Living in a fog of denial.

Lying in a bed of your lies, which would then become my lies too.

Short term pleasure at a very low level, no divine in sight. Day becoming night.

Seeing my life before me flash by.

This is why I have to speak my truth.

I am at peace with it now, as I love myself enough to say no thanks to the menu card you are offering me.

I am now free and my heart is open to let love in, the pegs you had been holding me down with and that I allowed you to have flown off into the wind. My energy is now free to let the real deal in.

You are a golden ray in my heart, as you have reminded me of just how much I love me.

I hope I shine a mirror to you in return that you can see what love is and what it is not.

That you remember to love yourself. That you be brave.

That you allow love in.

That you let go of everything in your life that is not love.

That you open your shutters again and feel the light that has been with you and never gone away.

The divine and wonderful you.

I LOVE YOU ETERNALLY.